weee.
back to post.
just finished break fast.
now smsing bakar.
smsed kendra but she nvr reply.
chatting wid my new adek, nadhirah.
also chatting wid my cuzzie dearest.
and not forgetting, now web smsing mar darls.
*
i'm bored, red's offline.
chatted wid him just now.
until i cried. due to some reasons.
red.. u noe, i noe, public dunnoe.
den to muhaimin, i'm really sorry.
marco asked me out.
but i didn't go.
i went to the mosque.
atiqah's supposed to accompany me.
budden at last i go alone.
den saw razeef dere.
*
went home, continued using the comp.
called atiqah for a while.
chat wid gabriel, gerald, sofia, fiza dearest n more.
den bla bla bla bla.
*
maybe tmr's going out.
to practice our literature dramatisation.
we haven't even get our scripts ready.
wadever shits uhs.
*
anyway, i'm in love.. with those dolls.
at far east plaza dat dae.
those living dead dolls. goth looking dolls.
cute aren't they. x))
but its damn damn damn expensive.
*
okiesh. till here.
tkcr toodles. x))
*
' ' 'syakrazy

; i scream my lungs out @
7:44 PM

wola peeps.
i'm bored now.
just feel like crying my heart out.
*
doing nothing now.
except for smsing bakar, atiqah n listening to songs.
bcos i dunnoe wad to do.
kinda emotionally disturbed dis few daes.
nobody to chat with.
*
felt like going out later.
to the Al-Istighfar mosque.
wanna take the porridge.
but dunnoe wanna go wid who.
i'm all alone. i feel like i have nobody.
bla bla bla.
*
ytd's english paper 1 was.. hard?
yeahs. but overall, okie la.
fifty2 only.
den the CME paper was..
EASY? yea duhhs.
damn damn easy.
finished it within 15 mins.
sat in front of gabriel.
kept passing the liquid paper to him.
i kinda love ytd. x))
break fast at compass point's pizza hut.
nyce nyce. yummy.
den received a msg from min.
asking, "u syg i"
so i replied, "syg?"
oh man, he's making me scared.
i'm not sure if dat msg is meant to be sent to me.
or maybe he's supposed to send it to other girl but accidentally sent it to me.
i dunnoe.
*
today's malay paper was okay okay.
but the listening compre is way damn easy.
den i felt soooo.. urgghhs todae.
dunnoe why.
listening compre, sit at the back.
wid haziq n bakar. chatted a while b4 the test started.
went home wid tina.
*
ouhs shits! i'm late.
wanna go out.
byeeee.
will post again later.

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2:46 PM

whee~
back to post.
tmr having EL paper.
also CME paper.
ouhs, DEAD.
*
came back from far east plaza just now.
break fast at dere.
yummy2 nyce2. x))
den walk3. window shopping.
den sis bought for me s'thing.
its emily the strange, but actually its the make up bag.
but i make it as a pencil box.
yipee!~ nyce2.
den saw the adidas bag.
OH NO!~ I WANT IT.
dats the bag i wanted all dis time.
its just soooooooooo nice. =))
*
in class was fun just now.
chit chatted wid timothy n jia jie.
funFUN. x))
talked abt stuffs. some stuffs. hahahhs.
those crappy2 stuffs.
for D&T. did some stuffs for our model thing.
stole some acrylics from the workshop.
i cut one of the acrylics to a heart-shaped.
but den... it broke!
does it mean i'm heartbroken? hahs.
*
okiesh. till here.
wanna continue study.
studySTUDYstudy. x))
goodie luck frends for EOY exams.
*
' ' 'syakrazy

; i scream my lungs out @
9:44 PM

ooohhh.
HADY WON!
HADY IS THE SINGAPORE IDOL '06!
CONGRATS TO HIM! weeee!~
i voted for him.
i guess about... more than fifty times?
excluding my sis' votes.
we called and sms.
hahahs, kinda nervous before hearing the results.
our votes are not wasted after all.
*
and, i'm gonna cancel off one of the things in my wishlist.
as i already got it.
weeeee!~ thanks to atiqah.
if its not for her, i wudn't get it.
well, actually the thing is..
the other type of school skirt.
the skirt the seniors are wearing.
similar to s'goons skirt, only dat dis one is in green.
i've been craving for dat skirt all dis while.
now, i've altered it.
and i'm gonna wear it tmr.
gonna feel kinda awkward wid ppl looking around.
but nvm, sofia's wearing dat skirt too.
*
okie la. till here peeps.
tkcr. toodles. =))
*
' ' ' syakrazy

; i scream my lungs out @
10:27 PM

wola peeps.
wanna wish..
HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY TO BRO!
*
and i wanna say..
VOTE FOR HADY MIRZA.
wheee!~
watching s'pore idol now.
weeeweeeet!~
i'm melting when hady sang his second song.
ouhs, help me.
melts melts melts. x))
*
well, can't use the laptop for long.
using dis laptop w/o charging it.
*
ermms... had tuition just now.
but in the afternoon.
did our science test paper.
much better than yesterday's maths.
laughed alot again.
wid the girls.
after tuition, bro picked me up.
wheee. lucky lucky.
if not must wait fer the bus.
*
k la. till here.
tmr's skooling.
need to iron my uniform.
tkcr. toodles.
*
' ' 'syakrazy

; i scream my lungs out @
9:16 PM

phew. i'm tired.. plus sick.
my legs are aching.
well, just came back from suntec.
tired2.
went wid sis n her friend after my tuition.
walk2.
*
den, abt tuition just now.
ouhs, damn damn damn.
did the maths test paper.
from TKGS?!
omg, wtf.
even asyraf, hu's good in maths can't do it.
everybody was so stressed up.
i was so stressed until i cried.
hidayah went to knock her head on the table.
everybody's doing stupid things.
den i felt very cold suddenly.
until i shivered with my teeth hitting each other.
and guess wad farah says?
she say i looked like a drug addict.
hello? i'm not, okay.
well dini, u're lucky lucky lucky.
u didn't come todae.
if not, u're surely gonna be stress too.
10.30 supposed to be my break time.
until 11.30, which is english lesson.
but we went off at 11.30.
wtf?! went to 7-11, bought some things.
*
den bla bla bla.
anyway, to edely...
if u're reading dis...
i wanna say thanks for the thing u give me.
i've received it from hidayah.
*
well, seriously.
i'm getting sick back.
i just recovered from my flu.
and here comes the cough.
and i feel like soon, i'm gonna have sore throat.
ouhs shits. my voice will be different again.
*
well, i wanna make s'thing clear.
anybody who read this.
pls lah. pass dis msg to those pupils.
i just wanna say dat...
i didn't talk abt the dance girls.
i didn't say dey are minahs or wadsoever.
hey, c'mon la. if i were to talk abt them.
means i'm talking abt myself.
i do dance, last time.
so wadever it is.
*
and anyways.
i would like to wish all muslims.
a happy fasting month.
selamat berpuasa kay?
tkmo puasa yok yok. keke. x))
*
okiesh. till here la.
tkcr. toodles. x))
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
6:06 PM

back to post.
i can't really post everydae.
due to my internet.
the cable wire is spoilt.
and bla bla bla.
hate it.
*
won't post much dis few daes.
lazy plus no time.
exams are coming soon.
by coming thursday.
gotta study..
STUDY STUDY STUDY.
ouhs, wadever.
but its for my own goodie. ;))
*
well, now i'm kinda busy creating a blogskin.
for the class blog, 2e2.
updating on it on behalf of kendra.
*
k la. till here.
study hard for exams peeps.
good luck n wish me luck too. x))
toodles.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

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9:20 PM

back to post todae.
didn't post ytd, lazy.
and didn't even use the comp.
busy doing hw.
*
well, todae was a tiring dae for me.
bla bla bla.
in the morning went to school.
skalik forget to bring tie.
run back home. ishk, feel like having asthma.
at school, quite boring.
after school, got oral exams.
quite okay. but the invigilator is... MRS MENON.
ouhs, wadever. but overall, okay lah.
i'm surely gonna fail my oral conversation.
ouhs shits. ouhs shiits.
i'm the only girl in the class 2t2.
the others are guys.
ouhs, wadever.
*
quickly rushed back home after tuition.
put my bag. den went out again.
take bus to my tuition. got the eng mock exam thingy.
but i'm late. i reached at 4.30 instead of 4.
hahahs.
*
ouhs, felt really sick todae.
flu. and i felt my eyes so hot.
i fell like tears rolling down.
ouhs, i hate flu. i can't live with flu.
but i'm just stubborn enuf.
mom told me to eat medicine, but i didn't.
kekeke. x))
*
k. till here.
tkcr. toodles. =))
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

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9:17 PM

ouhs, i'm so tired todae.
from morning till night.
*
well, changed my backgrd.
do comment on it.
i dunnoe if its okay or not.
well, didn't post for the last two daes.
no time lers.
*
well, i'm quite rushing now too.
todae, morning went to market. wid sis.
den went home.
around 1p.m, went out wid mom n sis to meet cuzz.
meet at TKC.
den bla bla bla. went to compass point.
i bought some clothes. but actually, i want dat black pants.
hahahs, mom say next time will do.
well, okay.
den go home, iron my school uniform.
den get ready for tuition.
went in class, everybody looked. ouhs fine.
gerald says dat i look scary bcos of my appearance.
wads so scray abt it?
i'm just wearing a 3-quarter pants, black sleeveless, black jacket.
with black eyeliner and black eyeshadow with my hair flying around.
hahahs, wads so scary? dats normal.
*
at tuition, kept on laughing.
dini, farah n me laughed the most.
well, actually me. bcos i laughed until i cried.
hahahs.
went back from tuition was a disaster.
i just bought a handphone strap just now at CP.
i use it, den when i wanna chase the bus.
my handphone dropped.
not only dat, it dropped, i accidentally kicked it.
and it smashed to the railing. and it dropped down the stairs.
OMG. i was almost crying. if my handphone became spoilt.
i'm shure i'll cry non-stop. :'(
*
okiesh. till here.
tkcr. toodles.
tmr skooling. ouhs wadever.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

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10:34 PM

and here's the post for todae. =))
.
.
.
went to school.
miss chin still nvr come.
mr choy relieved our class.
funFUN.
*
mother tongue, cikgu dian nvr come.
did the worksheets.
den bla bla bla.
kinda no mood todae.
and i'm having headache.
went home straight.
i'm really2 sorry marco, for not meeting u after school.
and also b4 going to school.
*
ouhs, i'm having doctor appt. tmr.
at CGH. going after school.
i dunnoe if marco will be going to school tmr.
*
whee!~.. i decided to reply those tags here.
bcos i'm surprised. for two daes i didn't use the comp, deres so many tags for me.
wowwww.
.
.
marco: okiesh, thanks so much for the teddy. i love it. x)) no wonder i didn't see u in sch on tuesdae. anyways, i really hope u get well soon. good luck.
someoneSOMEONE: ouhs, really thanks for ure tag and comments on marco. i dunnoe if wad u're saying is true bcos.. i don't even know you. well, why don't u reveal ureself?
shafiza: ouh darls. thanks for defending me. i love you too. ppl like dis, actually have nth else to do. wad a pity. anyways, tkcr yars. x))
someoneSOMEONE: ehs, someoneSOMEONE. dun you ever wanna say my fiza darl sebok. yg kau tu sebok2 psl me n marco apasal? menyemak jer. and dun ever call her ass you stupid asshole. and u call me or her pmpn sial? and saper yg dah longgar? ouhs, wadever. anyway, ure name is nyce, jarang aku dgr orang name someone. but its better if ure name is.. PUKIMAK HARAM or maybe.. FREAKING ASSHOLE? but anyway, i dunnoe if ure a girl or a guy or a... gay? me lawa? who says? i didn't say dat. well, do tag again. i wanna hear more from u. tkcr someone.

; i scream my lungs out @
11:02 PM

well, now.
here's the post for ytd, 13 sept.
.
.
.
went to school as per normal.
and bla bla bla.
slept in class, cos deres nth to do.
hahahs. damn nyce.
*
after school, went home straight.
ate.. den.. i fell asleep.
luckily nvr overslept.
wake up, quickly change my clothes.
and went out, AGAIN!
hahahs. met fatinah at her house.
went to west plaza for a while.
den take bus to white sands.
waited for atiqah n her sis.
den they came, went to take mrt, stopped at tampines.
waited for aini n natasha at the platform.
dey came took mrt again.
to city hall, changed train, den to novena.
took taxi and went to caldecott broadcast centre.
me and aini change shoes.
i wore aini's shoes.
and aini wore my slippers.
we have the same size! whee!~
hahahs. funFUN. x))
we went to watch s'pore idol.
stand on the left side of the stage.
saw james. he was alone.
we are like shouting n screaming.
whee!~ get to hold jasmine's n hady's hand.
didn't get jonathan's one.
*
after dat, we walked out to the main road.
took bus 855 to yishun interchange.
in the bus saw... salleh?
or wadever his name is.
den take 39 go to tampines.
atiqah n her sis went home ferst.
at last we went togeder wid salleh following us.
ate at mcdonalds tampines mall.
by the time, its nearly 11.
i ate burger. nyce NYCE.
i'm damn hungry. yummy.
halfwae, natasha need to go home.
so she went ferst.
salleh kept on disturbing aini.
hahahs, den he dare aini to do s'thing.
and aini did it. we laughed seeing aini doing it.
aini is a brave girl. hahahs.
went to tamp. interchange.
wanted to go home, we all waited for 81.
waited n waited, den at last, we realised dat..
the bus have finished. the last bus is 11.30.
hahahs. we all took taxi home.
aini dropped ferst. den left me, fatinah n salleh.
we dropped at our place. 743 n 744.
salleh paid the taxi fare, oh so thank you!
salleh walked from our place and he went back home.
i reached home at 12 a.m. hahahs.
*
k, till here for 13 sept's post.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
10:07 PM

well, here's the post for 12 september.
.
.
.
went out to school as normal.
went out in the afternoon.
skipped my maths remedial class.
hahahs. went home, eat.
den 3.30 went out to meet fatinah at her house.
went to take bus no. 3 to white sands.
i drank choc milkshake, fatinah ate cup corn.
nyceNYCE. den went around white sands while waiting for sofia to come.
we waited so long. ohs, so tired.
sat at MRT station and wait.
and at last.. she came. x))
*
took the train to city hall.
i kept smelling things. hahahs.
went to victoria theatre.
from mrt station, we walked all de way.
to esplanade. and find our wae to victoria theatre.
and. we reached early. the musical is at 7+.
and we reached at 6.
so we decided to go to peninsula.
den at last nvr go, we went to funan it mall.
ate at kfc. yummyYUMMY.
the cheese fries is so yummy.
den we went back dere, still kinda early.
sat outside took pics of us. funFUN.
syafiqah, her guy n amirah came too.
den we went in. changed our sits.
me n fatinah was like damn crazy in the theatre hall.
laughed n laughed.
our school act was abt gang. and it was damn fun.
dey all dressed up like gangsters with those fake tattoos.
fadhil's hair was.... hahahs.
i dunnoe how to describe.
damn funny. but their acing is damn goodie.
dzulfiqar's acting was the best. he looks damn fierce on stage.
and after their act, he's very popular dere.
we went up to the receptions room where to actors n actresses are.
some VIPs were also dere.. and dey took pics wid dzulfiqar.
hahahs, the CHIJ girls are talking to him.
whee.. congrats to all actors and actresses. =))
*
after dat, we walked back to city hall mrt station.
take mrt to pasir ris, sofia stopped at tampines to meet her frend.
stopped at pasir ris, we quickly went to white sands.
went to toilet. hahah.
den went back home. took 359 at interchange.
reached around 11.30 nearly 12 a.m.
hahahs, i was so damn tired.
*
k, till here for 12 sept's post.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
9:11 PM

gawshh.
i'm super duper bored now.
guess wad?!
I CAN'T SIGN IN TO MY MSN.
stupid larhs. idiot. fucked up sia.
got wad troubleshoot2 thing.
den signed in to web messenger which is damn slow.
chatted wid my nurie. she's facing the same prob too.
and i think most of the other pupils are facing the same prob too.
so few ppl online, ouhs wadever.
*
ermms, todae felt quite sicky.
in skool, was.. boring.
den bla bla bla.
and.. deres spotcheck tmr.
WTF?! i hate spotchecks.
spotcheck on attire everything la.
so, i must change my socks, not wear eyeliner, not wearing hairbands at my hand.
my fingernails must be short and so on and so forth.
and most of all, can't bring hp.
bcos i dunnoe how their spotcheck will be bcos i haven't experienced it in siglap.
if in s'goon i noe already.
hrmms, miss chin nvr come todae.
sick, maybe?
and those drama actors and actresses went for their rehearsal for tmr at victoria theatre.
well, i'm going tmr at victoria theatre, 7.30 p.m.
and tmr also, i'm having english oral.
i'm so nervous.
*
after school, met marco before going home.
guess he gave me wad?
a teddy bear! its so cute!! x))
so swit of him. *melts*
i can't stop smiling.
i LOVEloveLOVE the teddy bear!
*
at home, eat ferst.
den went out wid sis.
to white sands. den to pasir ris drive 4.
bought some things.
sis printed some pics. and the owner of the shop lied.
we paid more for larger pics and she prined it smaller.
we went home ferst, took one of the photo i printed dere.
to show some evidence dat she is wrong.
den went back dere. at bustopp...
saw marco. but i'm wid my sis.
well, i felt so weak just now.
had some pains at my heart.
and have difficulty in breathing.














*
k la. till here.
tkcr. toodles. =))
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
9:26 PM

ermms...
i'm super duper bored now.
tmr's start skooling.
and... need to wake up early!
ouhs, wadever.
*
i haven't do my malay homework.
those articles wadsoever.
damn, the newspaper have no interesting news.
hate it.
b4 tuition went to compass point wid mom n sis.
ate at banquet. nycenyce.
den saw faizal n his mom.
salam his mom, and guess wad.
how could his mom not recognise me.
so sadd, luckily faizal still remembers me.
my wish still haven't come true, i wanna see his third cat.
den bla bla bla, went to tuition.
ermms, kinda fed-up wid bro now.
he's suppose to pick me up from tuition just now.
and he didn't turn up.
luckily i nvr wait. sis told me to go home straight.
at tuition, funFUN. super fun.
laughed too much.
laughed wid farah, hidayah, gerald.
a new boy came to our class todae.
well, actually ytd.
his name's alfred, damn clever.
*
after tuition proceed to mcd wid gerald.
bought fries and went to bustop.
saw 39, so we ran like hell chasing the bus.
i ran until i almost fell.
all thanks to my slippery slippers.
but luckily nvr fell. if not, paisey paisey. =))
ate fries inside the bus, as usual, gerald took some of it.
hahahs. reached my place, luckily no more scary ppl.
dun have dat bangla. goodie2.
*
k la. till here.
tkcr. toodles. x))
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

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10:34 PM

ermms, now chatting wid my dearest cuzzie.
hahahs, she wanna go wid me for the s'pore idol.
i shud not have given off at ticket.
STUPID ME.
i tot she can't go, but she can.
suprisingly, SHE CAN!
i tot my auntie won't allow her.
ouhs, I'M SHO STUPID.
but.. i'll try in any way to get her a ticket.
hehehs.
*
ouh, anybody kind enuf?
u got an extra ticket or not going or wadever.
oh pls. oh pls. *prays hard*
i wanna go wid her.
*
k, till here.
tkcr. toodles. x))
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
11:03 PM

omg.
HADY JUST RAWKS. x))
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~~
i did go to skool just now.
and now is around 15 mins since i reach home.
hahahs. HE'S SO CUTE.
i almost ferget abt going to skool todae.
luckily, mum asked me to go to west plaza to bought some things.
and when i'm on the way home.
saw aqilah n fatinah.
and they told me abt it.
so i quickly rush home.
and change to my school clothes.
and rushed back to school.
*
den reached skool, aqilah n fatinah not dere.
they are at white sands.
luckily atiqah was dere, can accompany me.
den they came, we waited n waited for hady.
den he came around 2+ i tink.
everybody was like shouting n screaming.
i was shouting. whee!~
i took videos of him doing things.
i love the kickboxing one the most.
after dat, hady proceed the some parts of the skool.
so me and tina queued up at the foyer.
for his autograph.
and.. HE SIGNED AT THE BACK OF MY P.E SHIRT.
ouhs, i'm so not gonna wash it.
wakakas. i got two free tickets for the spectaculars on coming wed.
but i gave away one. to a sec 5 girl.
pity her la, all her frends got ticket.
only she dun get, so i give it to her.
see, i'm kind ryte...
*
me and tina was like jumping around after getting his autograph.
i'm too happy todae.
todae is the happiest dae of the week.
i'm surely gonna go for the spectaculars.
after dat, he went to play soccer.
at the school field. ohs, so cute.
the girls was like going crazy. hahahs.
but too bad, didn't get to take pic wid him.
as he's running behind time.
OUH, I LOVE U HADY MIRZA. =))
and not forgetting the part i'm going home.
i was alone crossing at the traffic light near west plaza.
andd, hady was iin the minibus at the traffic light.
at dat time, i was standing in the middle of the road.
and HADY WAVED AT ME.
OUHS, I'M SO MELTING.
i waved back happily smiling all the way.
MELTSmeltsMELTS. x))
*
k la. till here.
i so damn hungry.
i haven't even had my breakfast in the morning.
wanna go eat now.
i'll try to upload those videos in my blog soon.
if can larhs. hehehs.
tkcr. toodles. x))
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
5:16 PM

oh well.
SINGAPORE IDOL RESULTS:
......... PAUL IS OUT.
ohs, i'm so sad.
i LOVEloveLOVE paul.
but nvm, HADY IS STILL IN.
whee!~ HADY'S HOT. HE'S CUTE.
and tmr,
HE'S COMING TO SIGLAP. x))
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!~ shud i go, or shud i not go?
oh well, i dunno.
I LOVE U HADY. =)) u rawkks.
*
i'm now chatting wid...
who ehs? i ferget his name.
oh how could i? i'm so bad.
fared went offline. ouhs, bored.
and now, i'm also chatting wid...
my 2EB classmates. ohs, i miss u all muchie muchie.
thanks for invting me to the class gathering.
which is not yet confirmed when.
but most likely after EOY.
i LOVEloveLOVE u all. thanks for caring. x))
*
hrmms, todae. did nothing at home.
except for.. houseworks?
yeapp2. and i'm tired now.
the whole dae was wid the chores.
me and sis did all those stuffs.
tiredTIRED. bleahs.
i'm bored lerrs.
and guess wad? i CRIED again todae.
i just dunnoe the reason why i'm crying everydae.
and i feel like locking myself up all alone.
luckily deres maria darls to talk to.
i MISSmissMISS her so much.
same goes to the others.
and not forgetting.. dat one and only person.
who broke his left arm. and i dunno how is he now.
*
k la. nth more to say.
tkcr. toodles. =))
*
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10:48 PM

ermms.
actually. i'm bored noww.
so post again will do.
*
i have nth to do.
i'm BOREDboredBORED to death.
only chatting wid haziq now.
yea, chat chat chat.
until i cried.
tell him my probs.
tell him how i feel.
since he only noes some part of my prob.
i might as well tell him all.
thanks to haziq. for understanding me.
for coming out wid solutions to solve the probs.
and maybe wad haziq says is true.
why not i just ask her straight forward.
either face to face or thru sms.
*
i'm finally laughing.
thanks to haziq, for everything.
abt the mummy krakatu thing all dat.
hahahs, its hilarious.
*
k la. till here.
sleepy already.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

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11:24 PM

ermms.
back to post todae.
didn't post ytd cos didn't use the comp.
*
went out ytd.
to whitesands.
met my group members for the maths project.
sat at mcdonalds level two.
tot i was late, but i'm the second to arrive.
shafina arrived ferst.
aniah was late.
amirah came after me, aqilah and amin was dere too.
and i just dunnoe how to describe ytd.
although i'm not in the mood to do the project.
i still have to.
but seriously, ytd made me feel really really..
i dunnoe how to sae.
cried in the bus while going home ytd.
the pain and the sadness i'm carrying along make me burst out into tears.
i wish i could turn back time.
den in the evening, went out wid sis.
*
todae, went out to century sq.
wid mom n sis.
ate at long johns.
yummy yummy.
den went home, fell asleep.
wake up, watched s'pore idol.
den use comp.
watched chinese show at 9 p.m.
den bla bla bla.
*
goshh. i'm really bored now.
marco's not online.
red's not online.
the ppl i alwaes chat with is not online.
i'm bored to death.
*
k la. till here.
tkcr. toodles. =))
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

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9:36 PM

hrmms.
back to post for the rest of the dae.
went to cp just noww.
heheh.
*
ermms. dats all lerr.
i'm kinda traumatised bcos of ytd.
traumatised? hahah.
i have no better werd to describe it.
not bcos of the darkness.
its bcos of ytd when i'm coming home from tuition.
i was alone walking at under the void deck.
which was silent and dark.
and deres one indian guy carrying a mustafa centre plastic bag.
he kept on looking behind looking at me.
he looks scary.
suddenly he stopped and looked at me.
i quickly walk back to the main road and walk back.
thru the other way.
i was like praying n praying silently in my heart.
*
k la. till here.
tkcr. toodles. x))
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

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10:29 PM

hrmms. i'm bored now.
suppose to get ready to go out later.
going to compass point.
wid mom n sis. wheee!~
*
ermms, while i'm letting the fan blow my hair dry.
i use the laptop ferst.
gonna straighten my hair later.
*
yesterday night's tuition was...
i dunnoe how to describe.
the walkway to the toilet was dark.
ferst farah wanted to go, but she scared.
den me, i tried to make myself brave.
and i did it!
i reached the toilet.
but den, dat idiotic gerald went to switch off the lights.
i was screaming lyk hell.
STUPID HIM. i hate total darkness.
*
k la. till here.
tkcr, toodles. x))
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

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3:03 PM

hrmms. well, i'm here to post.
didn't post ytd. lazy.
busy playing habbo ytd, wid fared.
*
ermms. i'm being a lil' too emotional todae.
too stressed and fucked up.
cried non-stop.
life's just unfair to me.
ermms, later got tuition at night.
at 8 p.m. ouhs, wadever.
*
now, i just finished eating ice cream.
mmm, nyce nyce. yummy. x))
chatting wid fared.
but not gonna play habbo todae.
lazyy.
todae, i wanna edit pics.
since i've already got photo editor.
whee!~ =))
*
hmm, i dunnoe if i'm gonna let my curl todae.
or straighten it.
ouhs, this airplane is so damn noisy.
since just now in the morning when i'm sleeping.
my ears hurts.
*
kla. till here.
tkcr. toodles. =))
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

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4:25 PM

ouhs, i'm feeling sleepy now.
chatting wid dzulfiqar.
and also fared. playing habbo wid him.
hahahs.
and also watching tv, ghost whisperer.
*
i'm bored todae.
got nth to do.
except homewerks.
but lazy to do ler.
*
k la, till here.
nth more to say.
i'm hungryy..
and tmr morning got tuition.
ouhs, wadever.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

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10:52 PM